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My Testimony: From Darkness to Salvation

Spiritual Warfare and Divine Rescue

Abba Yahuah has done so much for me that my human mind could never remember it all. He has saved me countless times from death and destruction, protected me when I didn't even know Him, and stayed with me through every danger and storm. His love is beyond anything I could ever repay or even fully understand.

What you're about to read is not just a story of pain or illness, it's a record of spiritual warfare. From my earliest years, Satan targeted my life, bringing trauma, destruction, and despair. What looked like sickness and tragedy on the surface was part of a much deeper battle for my soul.

But in the midst of that darkness, Yahushua ha-Mashiach broke through. He found me when I couldn't find Him. He rescued me from the grip of Satan and began to heal and restore what was lost. This testimony is not about what I've survived, it's about who saved me. It's about the power of Yahuah, the love of Yahushua, and the truth that no matter how deep the darkness, His light is stronger.

"Read this with an open heart. I pray it speaks to your soul."

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A New Name, A New Identity

My name is Simchah Ben-Abba, a name I received after being born again and after Ruach, the Spirit of Yahuah revealed through a dream the lie about who I thought was my biological father. This was later confirmed by two DNA tests and officially recognized by the court. In place of that lie, I received the truth: my real Father and Almighty Creator is Abba Yahuah.

Deep within, I knew I had to let go of the old names, names tied to deception, pain, and a false identity. But the journey wasn't easy. I didn't always have the patience I needed, and I was nearly deceived by Satan multiple times. But glory to Yahuah, through the grace and guidance of Ruach, the Spirit of Yahuah, those traps were exposed and prevented.

Simchah means "joyful," and Ben-Abba means "son of the Father." My name is not just a name, it is a testimony: "joyful son of the Father." It reminds me that true joy can only be found in Abba Yahuah.

Along with my new identity, I also received a new family, followers of Yahushua ha-Mashiach. Family is not defined by flesh and blood or earthly ties, but by those who recognize, accept, and follow Yahushua.

Many may not understand my perspective, because they have not experienced what I've gone through or what Ruach, the Spirit of Abba Yahuah has revealed to me along the way. I understand if you don't understand me or if you disagree. All I ask is that you seek the truth for yourself with an open mind, setting aside your personal assumptions and desires. If you do that, the truth will find you and you will be saved. If not, I pray for your soul, because of what Abba has shown me.

I am here to help when you need it, but you don't need me to find the truth.

My door will always remain open to anyone sincerely seeking the truth, regardless of the outcome. However, anyone who denies Yahushua ha-Mashiach cannot be my family or friend. I wait with the patience of Ruach, the Spirit of Abba Yahuah to welcome you into the family.

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How It All Started

I was born into an atheist family, raised without Abba. I was sexually abused at a very young age, my parents divorced when I was 8, splitting my world early and life unraveled fast.

In 2006, my mother died in a gas explosion, a sudden, shattering loss. Not even close to healing, then in 2013, my ex-wife murdered our 4-year-old son in a way too horrific to describe. That was the breaking point. It broke me, mentally, physically, spiritually, I spiraled downhill.

My daughter was 8 years old at that time. She miraculously escaped the same horrible death. I am convinced that Abba spared her life, for which I am eternally grateful. But day by day, it worsened. My mind crumbled. My finances collapsed. My spirit withered.

I was disabled for life. By 2023 I couldn't walk. My heart rate hit 170 at rest. I couldn't sleep, couldn't function, couldn't live, I was a shell. Diagnosed with:

Complicated grief
Ménière's disease
Depression
Suicidal thoughts
Chronic stress
Burnout
Skin problems
Fibromyalgia
Migraines
Temporary blindness
Irregular heartbeat
Balance disorder
Panic attacks
Anxiety
Sleep apnea
Inflammatory bowel disease

I ended up in the hospital at my lowest, staring at nothing.

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Abba Yahuah Had a Plan!

On 23/12/2022, Yahushua ha-Mashiach found me. 🌿

I had been searching for healing and for truth. I didn't seek Yahushua, because I did not know Him. He came to me.

Two weeks later, I was born again, immersed in water by Abba's mercy and grace. I received salvation: deliverance, healing, well-being, eternal life.

John 3:16 hit me hard:

"For Yahuah so loved the world that He gave His only brought-forth Son, so that everyone who believes in Him should not perish but possess everlasting life."

I believed, and everything changed!

Satan attacked again, like he had for years, tempting me back to despair. But this time, I had Yahushua ha-Mashiach. ❤️

Ephesians 6:11 became my shield:

"Put on the complete armour of Yahuah, for you to have power to stand against the schemes of the devil."

I fought back, and I won, because of Yahushua ha-Mashiach.

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Restoration Begins!

Abba didn't just save my soul, He is restoring my mind, body and spirit.

My heart steadied
My legs returned
My freedom and joy came back

Romans 8:28 proved true:

"And we know that all matters work together for good to those who love Yahuah, to those who are called according to his purpose."

Even my son, safe in Heaven, waits for me, held by the promise of Revelation 21:4:

"And Yahuah shall wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor mourning, nor crying. And there shall be no more pain, for the former matters have passed away."

I'm a work in progress, growing stronger daily, through His power, not mine.

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Message for the Broken ❤️

If you're lost, hopeless, or broken, Abba can heal anyone, fix anything, if you let Him in.

John 16:33 says:

"These words I have spoken to you, that in Me you might have peace. In the world you have pressure, but take courage, I have overcome the world."

Romans 10:9 says:

"That if you confess with your mouth the Master יהושע (Yahushua) and believe in your heart that Abba has raised Him from the dead, you shall be saved."

Everyone, rich or poor, broken or whole, hear this call.

Repent. Believe. Receive Him.
He's real, alive, and waiting to prove it.

Your story's not over.
Let it begin with Yahushua ha-Mashiach.

Abba Yahuah lovingly lifted me from my darkest depths. He saved me, gave me eternal life, and immediately began healing my: